Having 3 homes sucks

yeah having 3 homes at once could be such a perk. You can run from chores, you can choose between internets, you get to go whereever you want (because no one knows where you will go at all) you can easily go to sleepovers. You can get the best food, people will always treat you like a guest (or might i say, a princess) because you dont ALWAYS go there. everyone will want to have you around.

But sometimes it just sucks. it just sucks. Sometimes, you wanna stay in one place. Sometimes you wanna stay in one bed. You will easily look for your family, the problem is; which one?

If i was a normal dorm-person i would easily just stay in my dorm, everyday, missing ONE house and when i come home for christmas, summer, that house would be waiting and welcoming me home. yeah sure, 3 houses that will welcome you will be a blast. but damn, my sense of adventure is wearing thin and now all i want is to stay home. 

When christmas comes, i have to divide it because 2 houses would be celebrating it almost at the same time. thank God one of them celebrates it at 24th and the other at 25th. but do you get it? you'd want to stay somewhere on the 25th but you also wanted to stay at the other on the very same day. it's christmas! it's a family day. Having two families sucks on that day especially when both families live so far away from each other. Dont tell me to "why not spend it together, the whole family?" because it's impossible. It's gunna be so awkward, it will suck BIGTIME. 

Maybe im turning crazy or something. Like what we learned from SA i dont really have a standard set of norms because, in one hows, there's a different culture, in the other, there's a different one, and on my own house, there's a totally different one. and everyone of them expects you to be like that culture. damn it's turning me nuts. 

Oh well, that's life.

i wrote this cause i'm a little frustrated cause. i didnt  want to leave tomorrow and stay in my dad's house for electives on monday because they mentioned since im going there, they might go to an outing.. and i told them i'm enrolling for electives on monday so they can go on their own and obviously they're a little disappointed. i didnt want to go to my aunt's house cause i have no clothes there and bringing clothes is such a hassle... plus i already promised my dad last week that i'll be going home tomorrow. promises are sometimes painful =3=

shouldn't have promised them that last week, but what the hell am i supposed to do? everyone's sad because i was leaving and going home here to the province so i had to tell them i was coming back. this is totally frustrating me. PLUS i have to go home to my aunt's house because my cousins are asking me to help them prepare for my aunt's birthday. after my pokemon rage, i have to go back to work. T.T i just feel so tired that i want to stay in one place.