LOVE

     I have learned a very special thing today.  And it will probably change me as well
Today i had a fight with a friend. I admit it was a pretty petty fight. We both had our side of wrong doings but it wasn't supposed to end like that. It ended as most fights would end, with one person breaking down into tears. Usually the fight would end there. It didnt. It will stay for as long as until one of us will finally put down our pride and as for forgiveness.

    Jesus has always taught us to Love. The fight is still ongoing and I dont know how to end it. He always taught us to forgive and forget and it will always end up the right way. But what if all these times you've been doing the same thing, the same mistake been done, same as forgiveness etc etc. That was what was happening to me and my friend. I cared too much that I thought I was doing it out of love. Maybe that's what started the fight. I was becoming more and more depressed in these silent hours when i should be sleeping. I had a chat with another friend and was enlightened when she shared to me this one simple line... 1 corinthians 13

    I claimed I knew love but as a matter of fact, I didnt. I know nothing of love. I couldnt differentiate "Loving" from "caring". I know what the verse was talking about but I felt like an idiot not remembering it.

⁴ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

⁸ Love never fails....

In this petty fight, i have learned that i only think i am only doing it out of love where in fact i wasnt kind enough to forgive her instantly. I have sought for a better realationship without thinking of how she feels. I was instantly angry at the time. I have remembered all of her wrong doings for me.

All of these, a wonderful definition for love. I forgot to listen to her. and understand her. I am at fault all this time and i had to ask a friend to tell me what to do when the answer was right inside the bible, all along.